Post Author: Torie S. Sepah, MD
Torie Sepah is a psychiatrist and can be reached at her self-titled site, Torie Sepah, MD, on X @toriesepahmd, and on Instagram @toriesepahmd. She is also founder, Physician to Physician: Healing the Practice of Medicine.
Dr. Sepah straddles two worlds: primary care and psychiatry. She completed her internship in family medicine at Kaiser Permanente Los Angeles Medical Center, then went on to complete a psychiatry residency at LAC+USC Medical Center.
She has worked extensively in correctional medicine, including serving as the chief psychiatrist at the California Institution for Women. She was the first female chief psychiatrist at that prison and, at the time, one of only 12 in the state.
Since 2018, Dr. Sepah has been a community psychiatrist once again. A portion of her time is spent seeing HIV patients as part of an integrated HIV care clinic. The rest, she runs her own interventional psychiatry clinic, which focuses on deep transcranial magnetic stimulation (dTMS) but also reproductive psychiatry, patients with neuropsychiatric disorders, and early diagnosis patients with schizophrenia.
She also writes about her experience as a physician, health care, and her own struggles to make sense of it all, while providing mentorship and support to her colleagues through an online forum.
She has two goals: first, for psychiatry to co-exist with the medical specialties where it belongs, so that patients can finally feel “OK” getting help. Second, she hopes the practice of medicine can maintain the standards that truly place patients first, and that doctors do not become extinct.
Dr. Sepah is an assistant clinical professor in the Department of Psychiatry at the Keck School of Medicine of USC. Prior to becoming a physician, she was a journalist and assistant editor of Ms. Magazine, writing the health column which prompted her interest in medicine.
Torie Sepah is a psychiatrist and can be reached at her self-titled site, Torie Sepah, MD, on X @toriesepahmd, and on Instagram @toriesepahmd. She is also founder, Physician to Physician: Healing the Practice of Medicine.
Dr. Sepah straddles two worlds: primary care and psychiatry. She completed her internship in family medicine at Kaiser Permanente Los Angeles Medical Center, then went on to complete a psychiatry residency at LAC+USC Medical Center.
She has worked extensively in correctional medicine, including serving as the chief psychiatrist at the California Institution for Women. She was the first female chief psychiatrist at that prison and, at the time, one of only 12 in the state.
Since 2018, Dr. Sepah has been a community psychiatrist once again. A portion of her time is spent seeing HIV patients as part of an integrated HIV care clinic. The rest, she runs her own interventional psychiatry clinic, which focuses on deep transcranial magnetic stimulation (dTMS) but also reproductive psychiatry, patients with neuropsychiatric disorders, and early diagnosis patients with schizophrenia.
She also writes about her experience as a physician, health care, and her own struggles to make sense of it all, while providing mentorship and support to her colleagues through an online forum.
She has two goals: first, for psychiatry to co-exist with the medical specialties where it belongs, so that patients can finally feel "OK" getting help. Second, she hopes the practice of medicine can maintain the standards that truly place patients first, and that doctors do not become extinct.
Dr. Sepah is an assistant clinical professor in the Department of Psychiatry at the Keck School of Medicine of USC. Prior to becoming a physician, she was a journalist and assistant editor of Ms. Magazine, writing the health column which prompted her interest in medicine.
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