Skip to content
  • About
  • Contact
  • Contribute
  • Book
  • Careers
  • Podcast
  • Recommended
  • Speaking
  • All
  • Physician
  • Practice
  • Policy
  • Finance
  • Conditions
  • .edu
  • Patient
  • Meds
  • Tech
  • Social
  • Video
    • All
    • Physician
    • Practice
    • Policy
    • Finance
    • Conditions
    • .edu
    • Patient
    • Meds
    • Tech
    • Social
    • Video
    • About
    • Contact
    • Contribute
    • Book
    • Careers
    • Podcast
    • Recommended
    • Speaking

Don’t forget the socks and shoes: a reflection on the third year of medical school

Louisa Weindruch
Education
March 3, 2022
Share
Tweet
Share

I badged myself back to the operating room and hiked up my ill-fitting scrubs. The bouffant was twice the size of my head. It made me feel like a child playing dress-up in adult clothes. As I walked to the OR, I rehearsed what I would say in my head. No matter how many surgeries I watched, I could never get over my pre-case jitters. What if I break the sterile field? What if I drop the retractor? As I walked in, the team bustled around, setting up the room. Before I could introduce myself, the circulating nurse asked, “Are you a resident?”

“Oh, no,” I replied. “I’m just the medical student.” Just the medical student.

The third year of medical school is a rite of passage. After so many hours in the classroom, students are set free into the world of health care. It’s exciting yet terrifying. Stay out of the way, we’re told. Don’t ask too many questions. Don’t touch anything. We get lost in the hospital. We fetch the wrong supplies. We feel out of place. We question whether the work that we’re doing is meaningful. We don’t know anything; we’re just medical students.

One afternoon in clinic, I was following my resident as we made our way through the list of patients to see. One visit, in particular, was taking longer than expected. The patient had several social problems that complicated her treatment plan and left her feeling despondent. As we concluded the appointment, the patient began to put back on her socks and shoes. I watched as she struggled – her age combined with severe swelling of her legs made it difficult to pull up the socks. Finally, I thought, something I can help with as I grabbed some gloves and kneeled on the floor. I asked the patient if I could help her adjust her socks and shoes. She paused, studied me, and said, “You are the first person to offer to help me with anything in a very long time.”

Fast forward six months. I’m still in my third year, but by now, I have a little more experience under my belt. I spend my days at the out-patient clinic, bobbing in and out of patient rooms and crafting follow-up plans. One morning, a patient came to see us for a routine visit. Knowing this would include a diabetic foot exam, I asked the patient to remove his boots. “Do I have to?” he said. After explaining the importance of the exam, he agreed, begrudgingly. “You’re gonna have to help me get them back on,” he said to me.

At the end of the visit, I offered to stay behind as my attending moved on to the next patient. I once again grabbed some gloves and kneeled on the floor. The patient laughed at my mediocre attempt at putting on his socks, twisted and backward. He needed to get home, as his dog was waiting for him. He showed me pictures of the dog and his children who gifted it to him. We talked about our families, how we both hoped to visit them soon. I started the visit pre-occupied with my to-do list, but afterward, we both left with a smile.

As I reflect on my third year of medical school, I’m reminded of many people’s advice: Keep an open mind. While this is usually said in regards to picking a specialty, I’ve come to understand it in a different way. And no, this is not me saying that I should’ve gone into podiatry. This year has taught me that you never know what a patient encounter will bring. A simple gesture could mean the world to someone. What seems like a mundane visit could be the perfect chance to connect with a patient. Look for those opportunities. Because while it may not always feel like it, medical students can make a difference in our patients’ lives. So, take your time. Ask the right questions. Perform a thorough physical exam. But, before you leave the room, don’t forget about their socks and shoes.

Patient details have been changed.

Louisa Weindruch is a medical student.

Image credit: Shutterstock.com

Prev

People over profit: Pfizer and Moderna must share vaccine technology

March 3, 2022 Kevin 1
…
Next

A nuanced look at the Tuskegee syphilis study [PODCAST]

March 3, 2022 Kevin 0
…

Tagged as: Medical school, Primary Care

Post navigation

< Previous Post
People over profit: Pfizer and Moderna must share vaccine technology
Next Post >
A nuanced look at the Tuskegee syphilis study [PODCAST]

ADVERTISEMENT

ADVERTISEMENT

ADVERTISEMENT

Related Posts

  • End medical school grades

    Adam Lieber
  • The middle school of medicine: a reflection on the first year of medical school

    Alexis Christine Bailey
  • The medical school personal statement struggle

    Sheindel Ifrah
  • Why medical school is like playing defense

    Jamie Katuna
  • The unintended consequences of free medical school

    Anonymous
  • A meditation in medical school

    Orly Farber

More in Education

  • Why medical students are trading empathy for publications

    Vijay Rajput, MD
  • Why a fourth year will not fix emergency medicine’s real problems

    Anna Heffron, MD, PhD & Polly Wiltz, DO
  • Do Jewish students face rising bias in holistic admissions?

    Anonymous
  • How dismantling DEI endangers the future of medical care

    Shashank Madhu and Christian Tallo
  • What’s driving medical students away from primary care?

    ​​Vineeth Amba, MPH, Archita Goyal, and Wayne Altman, MD
  • In the absence of physician mentorship, who will train the next generation of primary care clinicians?

    Kenneth Botelho, DMSc, PA-C
  • Most Popular

  • Past Week

    • The silent toll of ICE raids on U.S. patient care

      Carlin Lockwood | Policy
    • Why recovery after illness demands dignity, not suspicion

      Trisza Leann Ray, DO | Physician
    • Addressing the physician shortage: How AI can help, not replace

      Amelia Mercado | Tech
    • Bureaucracy over care: How the U.S. health care system lost its way

      Kayvan Haddadan, MD | Physician
    • Why does rifaximin cost 95 percent more in the U.S. than in Asia?

      Jai Kumar, MD, Brian Nohomovich, DO, PhD and Leonid Shamban, DO | Meds
    • Why medical students are trading empathy for publications

      Vijay Rajput, MD | Education
  • Past 6 Months

    • What’s driving medical students away from primary care?

      ​​Vineeth Amba, MPH, Archita Goyal, and Wayne Altman, MD | Education
    • Residency as rehearsal: the new pediatric hospitalist fellowship requirement scam

      Anonymous | Physician
    • The broken health care system doesn’t have to break you

      Jessie Mahoney, MD | Physician
    • Make cognitive testing as routine as a blood pressure check

      Joshua Baker and James Jackson, PsyD | Conditions
    • A faster path to becoming a doctor is possible—here’s how

      Ankit Jain | Education
    • The hidden bias in how we treat chronic pain

      Richard A. Lawhern, PhD | Meds
  • Recent Posts

    • Measles is back: Why vaccination is more vital than ever

      American College of Physicians | Conditions
    • When errors of nature are treated as medical negligence

      Howard Smith, MD | Physician
    • Physician job change: Navigating your 457 plan and avoiding tax traps [PODCAST]

      The Podcast by KevinMD | Podcast
    • The hidden chains holding doctors back

      Neil Baum, MD | Physician
    • Hope is the lifeline: a deeper look into transplant care

      Judith Eguzoikpe, MD, MPH | Conditions
    • Why medical students are trading empathy for publications

      Vijay Rajput, MD | Education

Subscribe to KevinMD and never miss a story!

Get free updates delivered free to your inbox.


Find jobs at
Careers by KevinMD.com

Search thousands of physician, PA, NP, and CRNA jobs now.

Learn more

Leave a Comment

Founded in 2004 by Kevin Pho, MD, KevinMD.com is the web’s leading platform where physicians, advanced practitioners, nurses, medical students, and patients share their insight and tell their stories.

Social

  • Like on Facebook
  • Follow on Twitter
  • Connect on Linkedin
  • Subscribe on Youtube
  • Instagram

ADVERTISEMENT

ADVERTISEMENT

ADVERTISEMENT

ADVERTISEMENT

  • Most Popular

  • Past Week

    • The silent toll of ICE raids on U.S. patient care

      Carlin Lockwood | Policy
    • Why recovery after illness demands dignity, not suspicion

      Trisza Leann Ray, DO | Physician
    • Addressing the physician shortage: How AI can help, not replace

      Amelia Mercado | Tech
    • Bureaucracy over care: How the U.S. health care system lost its way

      Kayvan Haddadan, MD | Physician
    • Why does rifaximin cost 95 percent more in the U.S. than in Asia?

      Jai Kumar, MD, Brian Nohomovich, DO, PhD and Leonid Shamban, DO | Meds
    • Why medical students are trading empathy for publications

      Vijay Rajput, MD | Education
  • Past 6 Months

    • What’s driving medical students away from primary care?

      ​​Vineeth Amba, MPH, Archita Goyal, and Wayne Altman, MD | Education
    • Residency as rehearsal: the new pediatric hospitalist fellowship requirement scam

      Anonymous | Physician
    • The broken health care system doesn’t have to break you

      Jessie Mahoney, MD | Physician
    • Make cognitive testing as routine as a blood pressure check

      Joshua Baker and James Jackson, PsyD | Conditions
    • A faster path to becoming a doctor is possible—here’s how

      Ankit Jain | Education
    • The hidden bias in how we treat chronic pain

      Richard A. Lawhern, PhD | Meds
  • Recent Posts

    • Measles is back: Why vaccination is more vital than ever

      American College of Physicians | Conditions
    • When errors of nature are treated as medical negligence

      Howard Smith, MD | Physician
    • Physician job change: Navigating your 457 plan and avoiding tax traps [PODCAST]

      The Podcast by KevinMD | Podcast
    • The hidden chains holding doctors back

      Neil Baum, MD | Physician
    • Hope is the lifeline: a deeper look into transplant care

      Judith Eguzoikpe, MD, MPH | Conditions
    • Why medical students are trading empathy for publications

      Vijay Rajput, MD | Education

MedPage Today Professional

An Everyday Health Property Medpage Today
  • Terms of Use | Disclaimer
  • Privacy Policy
  • DMCA Policy
All Content © KevinMD, LLC
Site by Outthink Group

Leave a Comment

Comments are moderated before they are published. Please read the comment policy.

Loading Comments...