I will not let medicine dehumanize me
Dear Dad,
I often think about the night you passed away. I was caring for you while you were dying from metastatic colon cancer. Every hour I woke up to give you Dilaudid so you wouldn’t feel pain and Ativan so you wouldn’t be scared. You had only just been diagnosed eight months before. Despite aggressive chemo, radiation, abdominal surgeries, and all the hope and prayer in the world, the cancer …