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From the other side of the table: a plea for empathy

Anonymous
Conditions
April 14, 2025
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Unless you’ve lived it,
you can’t fully understand.

We’ve all cared for patients with cancer. We’ve delivered hard news, sat beside bedsides, explained scan results, and offered hope when we could. We’ve been the calm in the storm. That’s what we were trained to do.

But being on the other side of the table changes everything.

When you become the patient, the world shifts beneath you. Suddenly, you’re the one in the gown, lying on the table for the scan. You’re the one waiting for the biopsy results, the blood work, the call. And no matter how much clinical knowledge you carry, it doesn’t shield you from the fear.

In fact, it sharpens it.

We know too much.
We understand the weight behind the words: Possible recurrence, progression, PET scan, metastasis.
We don’t need anyone to explain the levity of the outcome—because we already know.

But then again, our minds are a blur, so explain it to us where we are. We may not be able to process the news yet.

And so we wait.
On pins and needles.
For days, sometimes for weeks.
We check our phones compulsively, re-read lab reports, research every article, and wonder what’s being said at Tumor Board or behind closed doors.
We try to keep functioning, but our minds won’t quiet.
Because we’re clinging—clinging to each result with both fear and fragile hope.

When the news is good, we finally breathe again.
Our shoulders drop, our hearts stop racing.
We cry, we pray, we thank God for one more moment on this earth.
But until that moment comes, we live in a suspended place—a place patients know all too well.

So I ask this of you, as someone who’s stood where you stand and now sits where our patients sit:

If the news is good, don’t make us wait through the weekend.
If there’s reassurance you can give, give it.
Your voice can calm the storm we’re drowning in.
And if the news is hard—speak it with kindness.
Not just clinical accuracy, but human compassion.
Because when the news is bad, it doesn’t just hurt. It guts us.

Being a patient strips you bare.
It makes you feel vulnerable, exposed, and powerless in ways you can’t prepare for.
And while I wouldn’t wish this journey on anyone, I will say this:

It’s made me a better clinician.

Because now, I understand.
Deeply.
Intimately.
And I carry that empathy into every room I enter.

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I hope you will, too.

With gratitude,
From the other side of the table.

The author is an anonymous clinician.

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