Emergency Medicine

A gang member shot by cops and paralyzed just wanted a radio

Physician

February 8, 2022

My patient was trying to kill himself by refusing to treat a bladder infection. I looked down at him. His aura was black, indicating the premeditated murder of a human. Guess they hadn’t caught him for that one. His gang tats were Latin American, and his eyes were black. He didn’t like me much.

I wasn’t phased. He couldn’t do much about it, paralyzed from the neck down.

“It’s not going to …

The work of an emergency department nurse through the eyes of a medical student

Jennifer Geller

Education

February 7, 2022

Each time I am in the emergency department (ED) as a medical student, I meet new members of the health care team that make superior patient care possible. I have quickly developed a greater appreciation for the fact that no medical professional works in an isolated bubble. The strengths that each other bring to the table are paramount to the flow of patient progress. Before my time as a medical …

A physician’s running list of microaffirmations

Elizabeth Rubin Ribak, MD

Physician

January 30, 2022

Microaffirmations are the antidote to microaggressions. Microaggressions are the little insidious comments or acts of barely perceptible injustice and bias that bite and nip and slowly erode our confidence in our belonging, worth, and power. As I continued the medical training journey, I continually searched for the antidote. Mere protection against the daily barbs and arrows was not enough. I needed more than protection- I needed an offensive strategy as …

Is EMTALA really protecting patients during COVID?

Trent Dietsche

Policy

January 28, 2022

I am a physician at a critical access hospital. I manage both the ER and inpatient service and am the only physician in the hospital. This is the reality for many rural hospitals across the country. With no urgent care in town, and with primary care offices few and far between, these hospitals see everything.

We see patients with ailments from a minor finger laceration to those with septic shock from …

Setting boundaries and the power of saying no

Christina Long, MD

Physician

January 26, 2022

As a working mom of three kids and an emergency medicine physician, I have had to embrace home workouts since before the pandemic. I am a huge Peloton fan! In December of 2020, Robin Arzón, VP of fitness and an instructor for Peloton, partnered with Shonda Rhimes (creator of Grey’s Anatomy) to do a series about Rhimes’ book Year of Yes.

The power of saying yes. In 2020, just pre-pandemic, I …

What it’s like to work with International SOS

Bamidele Olatunbosun, MD, MBA

Physician

January 24, 2022

At the beginning of August 2021, during the early stages of opening my practice, I decided to take an opportunity that I would be forever grateful for. The organization International SOS was looking for physicians and other health care providers to join a massive once-in-a-lifetime operation at Fort Lee military base.

At the time, the country was attempting to end the war in Afghanistan quietly. We were told that there would …

The world according to Steinbeck

Samuel M. Chen, MD

Physician

January 12, 2022

So I am on the road again — sort of. What I do is work away from home, which isn’t quite the same thing. Where I work as a radiologist is not within commuting distance, so I stay at a nearby hotel. In general, that has worked out fairly well.

Not long ago, however, when I went to start the car after breakfast, I became immediately aware of a roaring sound.

The …

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The world according to Steinbeck

I can’t make you care. But you should.

Laura Haselden, MD

Physician

January 7, 2022

In 2017, I read an article called “I Don’t Know How to Explain to You that You Should Care About Other People.”

I don’t remember the details of the article; the name was enough.

As we enter our third year of a global pandemic, I think about that often.

I don’t know how to explain to you that COVID is real.

I don’t know how to talk to the ex who …

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I can’t make you care. But you should.

The death of empathy

Julie Swartz, MD

Physician

December 30, 2021

Reflect and earn 1.0 AMA PRA Category 1 CME for this article.

You used to come to us struggling to breathe and begging for our help, and while we stood over you preparing for intubation, we would feel all the feels while looking into eyes that we knew might never open again. We would break down and cry while telling your family that you didn’t make it or …

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The death of empathy

War is really not all it’s cracked up to be

Michael J. Collins, MD

Physician

December 5, 2021

An excerpt from All Bleeding Stops.

42nd Surgical Hospital
Phu Bai
Republic of Vietnam
December 1967

Private Ira Stein has so many wounds, has lost so much blood, that the corpsmen nearly bring him straight to Graves. Steve Benson can’t get a pressure. He shakes his head. “Matthew, there’s no point taking this kid to the OR. He’s too far gone. He has no chance.”

“Bullshit!” …

Reflections after the last ER shift

Jeff Baker, MD

Physician

November 30, 2021

Working in an ER is unlike any other branch of medicine. Your specialty is unpredictable. You have no scheduled patients and no set pace. You could be fighting boredom one hour and running around with your hair on fire the next, or the next 11, for that matter. Your patients are not stratified by age, gender, body part, or severity of injury. Your next patient could have an infected cuticle, …

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Reflections after the last ER shift

Every patient is someone’s loved one

Anonymous

Physician

November 13, 2021

It felt like watching a train go by with no control over its destination and no way to stop it. We simply had to watch our loved one as he made his way towards death.

The doctor said he had a traumatic brain injury with herniation. His pupils were fixed and dilated on arrival to the emergency department, which meant that he was not a candidate for any neurosurgical intervention. And …

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Every patient is someone’s loved one

Having a sad: A physician leans into the feeling of sadness

Russell Prichard, MD

Physician

October 20, 2021

I broke down crying. Again. — In this cold heart, I can live, or I can die. — It isn’t even on my sad song playlist, so why am I so upset? My scientific brain encouraged me to recreate the environment, remove the variables, and play the song again in isolation. — I believe if I just try, You believe in you and I — Oh no, it’s happening a …

If you think a mother’s pain is unimaginable, you should see her strength

StorytellERdoc, MD

Physician

October 15, 2021

“If you think a mother’s pain is unimaginable, you should see her strength.”

You were visiting your mother when, while in another room, you became unresponsive and fell to the floor. She heard the thump of your fall and raced into the room to find you pale and barely breathing. Drug paraphernalia sat beside you.

Your mother screamed. She cried. She fell to her knees and tried to wake you, slapping your …

Trapped in a cauldron of suffering, medical staff are weary

Edwin Leap, MD

Physician

October 9, 2021

Sometimes I really look forward to something new. An alien race arriving on earth would be a nice start. I think we could all use a change in the news cycle. Because I am very tired of thinking about, talking about, and especially treating COVID-19.

In all of my years of medical practice, I have never seen anything that taxed the system and caused so much mayhem, while simultaneously producing such …

Our roots are deeply secured and extensive. We hope this storm will pass and not leave us uprooted.

Cindy Winebrenner, MD

Physician

September 27, 2021

My seven year old has a favorite tree in our backyard. It is an expansive tree with full branches of lush waxy, dark green leaves, providing the best shade on sunny, cloudless days. When every other mature tree was cut down to build our new neighborhood, it was somehow spared, and left to thrive in our backyard. My daughter lies in the hammock under that tree on hot, summer days …

How to tell someone their loved one died

Neil A. Ray, MD

Physician

August 22, 2021

First, you turn off your phone. You can’t have any interruptions. As you walk to your patient’s room where the family is waiting for you, pick up a box of tissues and put it in your back pocket. Don’t hold it in your hand as you meet them. It’ll betray their new reality.

When you enter the room, you introduce yourself to everyone as the doctor. You find a seat to …

Why this physician and her husband almost divorced

Dr. Bethany Boulton

Physician

August 20, 2021

My husband and I recently had a bit of a wobble in our marriage. In truth, it was more than a wobble, and it had been building for years. I am pleased to say that we have traversed the turbulence. Not only are we once again sailing in smooth waters, but we are sailing in more idyllic waters than ever before.

Why did it happen?

For so many reasons, but I need …

The psychological repercussions of patient complaints

Gina Ambrose, DO

Physician

July 15, 2021

In any industry, there will always be unhappy customers. Having a formalized method of dealing with complaints is absolutely necessary to protect consumers and patients. What isn’t discussed enough is the severity of these complaints’ psychological repercussions on physicians and other medical providers.

Most providers spend years of their lives in school, sacrificing family plans, social events, and sometimes their own well-being, all on a mission to care for others. Despite …

America’s path to reopening: an emergency physician’s perspective

Owais Durrani, MD

Physician

June 19, 2021

High pitched alarms, low pitched beeps, the rhythmic inhale and exhale of the ventilator – those were the sounds in my emergency department one year ago. There were no kids running down the hall, no friends making light of their 50-something-year-old friend whose LeBron James delusions resulted in an ER visit and sutures, and no, not even worried family members.

Texas, like much of the country, was headed for …