I used to whisper it into the dark, lying awake, watching the clock creep past 2 a.m. My body was exhausted, but my mind refused to stop sprinting, running a veritable marathon most of the night. When the sun finally pushed through the curtains, it didn’t feel like morning. It felt like failure, another day to muscle through on fumes.
Sometimes that was the hardest moment of the day. Little sleep …
A doctor’s story of IV ketamine for depression
Lisa’s heart pauses every time her phone rings. She’s unsure if the call she is answering is going to be the final update she will ever receive from the intensive care doctor caring for her love, John. Her 55-year-old husband of 31 years was placed on the ventilator eight days ago for a lung infection due to coronavirus. He resides in the ICU of the local academic hospital, …
The unintended consequences of isolating our dying COVID-19 patients
As an emergency physician on the frontlines of the battle against coronavirus, I have stood sentinel to see the transformations that are occurring in and out of the hospital. There are terms that now roll off our tongues that we didn’t know a month ago. “Social distancing” and “shelter-in-place” meant nothing to us as we rang in 2020. You know, the year that was going to be our year and …
What if our response to coronavirus is not about social distancing?
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