Two years ago, I took a single 20 mg dose of escitalopram. Like millions of others, I was prescribed this antidepressant with the expectation that it would help, or at worst, have mild side effects that would pass. Instead, I experienced an immediate and severe adverse reaction. What I could not have imagined then was that the symptoms would not resolve; they have persisted and, over time, have only worsened.
Since …
I wrote last year about physician suicide as a silent epidemic. The silence is not lifting. The losses are getting closer. The grief is heavier. We all feel it. This month, we lost Dr. Nolan R. Williams. He advanced care for severe, refractory depression and pushed neural stimulation science forward. Then he died by suicide. His death landed like a shock wave across medicine and beyond and the …
During the pandemic lockdown I felt lonely and cut off from the usual fun and games with friends and family. I spent far too much time inside my own head, reading and thinking, but starving for the simple nourishment of play. When restrictions eased, all I wanted was to wag my tail at other people and invite them to a game of catch. Esoteric intellectual play can be rewarding, but …
I didn’t understand why, especially since I had just spoken with him before his travels. The day my son’s father, Joseph, died, I was sitting in a nail salon. A friend from the military called, offering condolences. I didn’t understand why; until I checked social media and saw the news of an airplane crash. My heart knew before my mind could process it.
Six years later, same month, just five days …
Psychiatrists know what it feels like to practice in a field questioned at every turn. From the earliest days of our specialty, we have faced doubts not only from the public but also from our own colleagues in medicine. The very existence of conditions such as schizophrenia, melancholic depression, bipolar disorder, or attention-deficit disorder has been challenged repeatedly. We have heard the claims: It’s just weakness. It’s a vitamin deficiency. …
HBO’s The Pitt collected thirteen Primetime Emmy nominations this year, winning both Outstanding Drama Series and Outstanding Lead Actor in a Drama Series for Noah Wyle. But the recognition was not just for great television. The series struck a cultural nerve because it captured something raw and real: the emotional side of medicine. Viewers saw the chaos of an emergency room after a mass casualty event, the head physician …
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Physician and coach Jessie Mahoney discusses her article “Stepping down in medicine is an evolution.” In this episode, Jessie challenges the cultural belief that stepping down from medical roles is a sign …
I didn’t realize how exhausted I was until everything stopped. First came burnout, the quiet unraveling so many physicians know too well. Then grief followed. I lost my mother unexpectedly to an aggressive cancer and, three years later, my father after years of caregiving through advanced Parkinson’s disease. These losses shattered not only my heart but the way I viewed my life and work. For years, I practiced medicine within …
I put it on one night among tears and grief. It slid onto my skin like butter, like it was meant for me. It hugged my torso and clung to all the wrong places. The truth is, I had worn it before. I am unsure exactly when I last stopped wearing it. Unlike the donning of the letter, the removal is much quieter. I probably did not realize exactly when …
(Author’s note: This article has been a year in the making. Each time another mass shooting makes headlines, I think, this is the moment to speak, and then life intervenes. The opportunity to contribute meaningfully feels missed. But the cruelest irony is this: Wait ten more days, and there will be another tragedy to make the conversation relevant again. That, in itself, is the most heartbreaking fact of all.)
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While work-related stress continues to be a major cause of burnout, new research shows that non-work stressors like caregiving demands, financial instability, and personal life conflicts also greatly increase the risk. Yet, the dominant narrative has not caught up, and many still believe burnout is only a workplace problem, overlooking the deeper, life-wide imbalance it often reflects.
Recently, I spoke to a nurse on sick leave for the third time …
Jodie Green and I have been following each other on social media for a couple of years, and we finally had a conversation a few months ago. We discussed our appreciation for the work each of us is doing to support doctors and all other health care professionals, including my efforts and Jodie’s with her organization, the Clinician Burnout Foundation. We’re amplifying meaningful resources that are available for …
Many people have become “burned out” on the word burnout. Many doctors do not resonate with the term, feeling it describes personal struggles, when systemic issues are the root cause of the challenges facing health care professionals. They offer “moral injury” as a more accurate description. Clinicians can experience either or both at any time during their career.
Recently speaking with Shari Morin-Degel, I appreciated her sharing that because she had …
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An excerpt from How I Know White People Are Crazy and Other Stories. Copyright © 2025 Dr. Jonathan Lassiter. Published by Legacy Lit, a Hachette Book Group company. Reproduced by arrangement with the publisher. All rights reserved.
According to Dr. James M. Stedman, a white male clinical psychologist from the University of Texas Health Science Center at San Antonio, there was a shortage of [doctoral] internships as early as 1976. …
In inpatient psychiatry, teams often face a familiar problem: The clinicians at the bedside see ongoing risk that warrants hospital-level care, while the payer’s reviewer concludes the stay is no longer “medically necessary.” The result can be frustration, rushed discharges, or days spent on the phone. Behind the scenes, costs mount; measured not just in dollars, but in readmissions, emergency department boarding, and clinician burnout. Physician advisors help resolve this …
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Psychiatrist, internist, and addiction medicine specialist Muhamad Aly Rifai discusses his article “It’s time to operationalize physician wellness.” Muhamad explains why wellness cannot remain a slogan or a poster …
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Licensed counselor and coach Mary Remón discusses her article “A mindset shift for physicians: Retrain your brain to see what’s going well.” Mary explains how physicians are trained to scan constantly for …
There is an old parable about a farmer whose horse runs away.
The neighbors cry, “Such bad luck!”
The farmer only replies, “Maybe so, maybe not. We will see.”
The next day, the horse returns with two wild horses. “Such good fortune!” they cheer.
Again, the farmer answers, “Maybe so, maybe not. We will see.”
Soon after, the farmer’s son breaks his leg taming one of the horses. “Such misfortune!”
The farmer answers, “Maybe so, maybe …
“The Retrievals” is a podcast series hosted and written by Susan Burton and presented in cooperation with the New York Times that focuses on the failure of a Yale fertility clinic to address uncontrolled pain during procedures. As it turns out this was the result of a nurse surreptitiously replacing the pain medication fentanyl with saline to support her addiction. This apparently unfolded over the course of a year or …
Were you the one who always held it together? The responsible one? The one who made sure everyone else was OK, sometimes at the cost of your own well-being?
For most eldest daughters, this role is inevitable. We don’t choose it. We are handed it, early and often, because we are so “capable.” We accept this role and excel at it. That’s what most eldest daughters do with whatever is handed …
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